Grey Blue

I haven’t posted in a while, so before I get into the big stuff, imma start small :)

I’m not traveling anymore. So, it feels as if this blog has strayed from the guiding goal. But, well, I’m still living, and this is my blog, so I might as well write. 

I just had a moment, where I really and truly felt like myself again. I just went to the gym, and worked my muscles to the limit, draining all the cortisol out of my system. Then, I didn’t feel like walking back to my dorm. I felt strong, but kinda... fuzzy? It was a nice feeling, don’t worry. A kind of numb contentment. So, I found a bench a little ways from the street, bordered by trees, and laid down, legs crossed, with my arms behind my head. Headphones on, with rolling piano notes and soft voices. It was cool, a nice 40 degrees. All I could see was the sky, a beautiful muted gray blue, and it started drizzling, just slightly. Just little cool touches and taps on my heated skin. It felt like I was exactly where I needed to be. I touched the sky with my dark blue shoes, and swung my feet around like I was on a swing. Free will is a wonderful thing.

Time to get back to my chem lab report.